Released December 1, 2021
Produced by Elijah
Mixed and mastered by Jay Smorey
1. Brittledown
Accordion: Chuck Bell
There’s a difference between what you see and the truth
Sure, that’s me on the screen, but the soot’s been removed
And if you really knew me you’d laugh ‘cause you know
that I hold up the diamonds and bag up the coal
Oh, would it hurt to let it show?
Oh, let this brittle heart down slow
If I’m honest I don’t wanna see where I’m wrong
In the rose-colored mirror that I gaze upon
But I need you to shine, put my heart in the light
Sentence my envy and call out my pride
Oh, but if you have to let me know
Oh, let this brittle heart down slow
Oh, I’m just bracing for the blow
Oh, let this brittle heart down slow
See, I yearn for a surgeon but can’t stand the knife
And the treatment to save me would cost me my life
But if changing my heart’s my one chance to survive
Just get it out quick before I change my mind
Oh, man, I hate to see it go
Oh, let this brittle heart down slow
Oh, I’m just bracing for the blow
Oh, let this brittle heart down slow
Come quick, ‘cause the cracks are beginning to show
But let this brittle heart down slow
Let this brittle heart down slow
2. Daffodils
Additional Vocals: Christy Merrett
Summer is fine but it’s green all the time all around
And I don’t care at all for the brown coat of fall on the ground
When winter is here the grey sky lends a dreary and endless gloom
No, there’s only one season that teases the world from its everyday monochrome tomb
When the daffodils bloom!
When the daffodils bloom!
The flowers know that hope is coming soon
Spring, come sing your tune
When the daffodils bloom
So bring on the days when the red maple haze breaks the chill
Let the early winds blow and the sycamore snow clothe the hills
Paint the redbud in fuchsia, forsythia golden, and dogwood cream
Let the violets riot as color comes back in a shocking kaleidoscope scream
When the daffodils bloom!
The flowers know that hope is coming soon
And they wake the sleeping world with their perfume
Spring, come sing your tune
When the daffodils bloom
3. Mockingbird
Mockingbird, mockingbird, high up in your tree
Mockingbird, mockingbird, won’t you sing for me?
Mockingbird, mockingbird, pretty as a dove
Mockingbird, mockingbird, won’t you share your love?
Are you going far away from here?
Are you going far away from here?
Mockingbird, mockingbird, flying from the cold
Mockingbird, mockingbird, fire’s growing old
Mockingbird, mockingbird, sing your little song
Mockingbird, mockingbird, night is coming on
Are you going far away from here?
Are you going far away from here?
4. Carolina
Bass: Jay
Last winter we were happy, for a while
The streetlights glowed through sheets of snow
As people passed us by
We found a bar to sit and close the day
A little room where no one knew
And we spoke the night away
Oh, Carolina, I been trying to find a way to stay with you
But hey, you’re so far away
And I guess I must have better things to do
Been drinking whiskey with my friends
And beer when I’m at home
But no drink can touch the sweetness that I feel when we’re alone
Oh, Carolina, I been trying to find a way to stay with you
But hey, you’re so far away
And I guess I must have better things to do
Oh, Carolina, you know I been trying, you know I been trying to stay with you
But hey, you know life gets in the way
And I’m sure there’s more important things to do
But on weekends I’ll keep sneaking back to you
5. I Was a Dreamer
Additional Vocals: Christy Merrett
Electric: Elijah
The palm trees swayed beneath the sweet summer moon
Their shadows displayed on the sand like some old tattoo
The sea sparkled green, but your eyes were greener
You were a dream and I, I was a dreamer
Dancing beside you, I felt like Fred Astaire
You were my Ginger twirling your long blonde hair
They sang Vida mia es mi bailarina
You were a dream and I, I was a dreamer
Down the vista of time, I still see that silver moon
You put your frail hand in mine and I know you can see it too
If there’s a more beautiful girl I swear I’ve never seen her
‘Cause you’re still my dream and I, I’m still your dreamer
6. Let You In
He stumbled into town, the stink
Of day old beans and sweat and drink was hot
He needed a flop
A mile from the Espee line
He found a gate with the secret sign in chalk:
A ring and a cross
And it read in hobo code,
You can tell a tale of woe, and love will let you in
He crossed the yard with hat to heart
And rapped that sagging screen door hard,
Sorry ma’am, mind if I come in?
Since Eustace died, she just got by
It was a mystery why they always turned by her fence, but such nice young men
Well, she gives ‘em all she has, a meal, a bed, and bath
Yeah, love will let you in
Before daybreak he lit out in the rain
Caught a cow crate up to Casey, he sang and laughed, and counted her cash
She woke up to an empty dawn
Checked the dresser drawer, found the money gone, and she smiled, and put in another five
And when the sun dried up the fence
The neighbors never knew she went with chalk
And redrew her cross
Another ‘bo rolls down the line
He’d been told about a sign
Where love will let you in
Yeah, love will let you in
Grace is scandalous
7. You Buried Me
You threw me in the dust
You threw me in the dust
You didn’t think I’d rise back up
But you can’t keep me down
You plowed me underground
You plowed me underground
Well my roots are dug in now
And you can’t keep me down
You can’t keep me down
When you buried me, you thought it meant defeat
But when you buried me, you didn’t know I was a seed
You tried to drown me out
You tried to drown me out
But I’ve grown so much louder now
And you can’t keep me down
You can’t keep me down
You can’t keep me down
When you buried me, you thought it meant defeat
But when you buried me, you didn’t know I was a seed
So go on, you’re making me stronger... go on
The indigenous and enslaved people who were made lowest in this country have instead given it its greatest strengths. This is the way of the Lord
8. Voyager
When you cross to the outer dark
And the sun recedes from sight
When the moon becomes a memory
You will float into the night
You will sail on to forever
Ten billion miles from your home
But starlight will find you
Guide you wherever you go
You will see distant visions of fire
And strange frozen lands
And behold the sum of humanity
Upon a grain of sand
All must be witnessed in silence
You make your voyage alone
But starlight will find you
Guide you wherever you go
9. Shine for Me
First firefly in early May
Coming into the field at the close of day
You must’ve woken up too early or too late
But there’s no mistake
You can shine for me, shine for me
Because you’re keeping me going
The night is dark, but I can see you
And you’re making me glow
Your light is beautiful, you know
Even when you’re shining on your own
Don’t ever think that you’re too little
Don’t be afraid to fight the dark
Cause you might be the one to light the whole world with your spark, or just one heart
So shine for me, shine for me
Because you’re keeping me going
The night is dark, but I can see you
And you’re making me glow
Your light is beautiful, you know
Even when you’re shining on your own
There is no one like you are
No, there is no one like you are
You are someone’s shining star…
Last lightning bug of late September
Feels like your time has come and gone
But you’re a living witness to the ember burning long
Till the dawn!
Shine for me, shine for me
Because you’re keeping me going
The night is dark but I can see you
And you’re making me glow
You’re no less beautiful alone
Shine for me until the morning comes
You’re a light, you’re a light, a light among the stars
You’re a light, you’re a light, a light among the stars
10. My Dear Lucy
Flatpicking: Jay
My Dear Lucy,
I hope you’re doing good
I been praying like I should, but it’s so hard to be away
They don’t say much, and they don’t tell what I done
I fear I’ll never see the sun outside this cage.
My Dear Lucy,
There’s no liquor in these bars
And you can barely see the stars beyond the cold grey walls
But I can see you each time I close my eyes
And in my dreams I’m running wild, I hear you call,
And I’m coming back
To where the food don’t taste like dirt
Where the wishing doesn’t hurt
I dream I’m coming back
Coming back to you, my love.
My Dear Lucy,
Maybe one day, in a song,
I can hold your hand at dawn and watch the roses grow
Maybe so-- There’s time off for acting nice
So if I shave and drop the dice you never know,
I could be coming back
To where the creek flows fresh and clear
To where they’ve never heard of here
Oh my dear I’ve gotta get back
Coming back to you, my love.
My Dear Lucy,
This old hound can take his licks
But I’m getting sick of doing tricks to keep the bulls at bay
By the way, gas up the truck on Sunday
‘Cause Monday they’ll be setting this dog free
I said Monday they’ll be setting this dog free
And I’ll be coming back
And when you hit that gravel lot
I’m gonna wed you on the spot
My god, I’m gonna come back
Coming back
And when they ask me where I was
I’ll say my heart stayed home because
I was coming right back
Coming back, coming back,
Coming back to you, my love.
11. Foolish and Poor Mandolin: Jay
Additional Vocals: the Counihan Family, Steve Giove, Wight Greger, Bill Long, and Christy.
Foolish and poor,
I sought to understand
The ways that you deal with man
The hearts and the hands at war
But what dare I demand
From the one who pent up the sea
When the stars blazing over me
Are only the sands beneath your feet?
Foolish and poor, I can’t offer you more
My riches are rust, my wisdom is dust
But my heart is yours
Where are the wise
Who can fathom the way you love?
Why you’re lifting the lowly up
And bringing these bones to life?
And who could appraise
The price that you paid for me?
When you tore down the veil between
Your glory and love of one so
Foolish and poor, I can’t offer you more
My riches are rust, my wisdom is dust
But my heart is yours
Of this I am sure:
While I’m traveling in the flesh
While I hunger for something pure
And thirst after righteousness,
That no cunning thing,
Not the gold of a thousand kings,
Nor my own mortal suffering
Can compare with the joy in store
For the foolish and poor
When this world is reborn
You’ll turn mourning to song,
The small will be strong,
And your word will endure
With the foolish and poor,
I can’t offer you more
My riches are rust, my wisdom is dust
But my heart is yours.
I Was a Seed
Lyrics & music ©2021 Elijah Merrett
Elijah played acoustic guitar, banjo, and bass except where noted.
Jay Smorey played electric guitar except where noted.
Steve Giove played drums.
Jacob Merrett played the keys.
Recorded 2019-2021 at Proudfoot Studio and Slippy Right Down Studios, Dahlonega, GA.
Produced by Elijah Merrett
Mixed & Mastered by Jay Smorey at Slippy Right Down Studios.
Thank you: Jay for so much, and for your friendship; Christy for your patience and honesty; Dottie, Vera, Jules for encouragement; Dan L, Chris H, r/songaweek, Matt & Lauren, Bob X, Fish, Matt G for technical help and feedback along the way; Ed C & JByrd for the lessons; Jacob, Chuck, Steve, Bill, Wight, Josh, Alicia, Paisley, Deacon for your music; Mom, Papa, Don, Coleen, Matt for your love.
Glory to God, who delights in small things.